That’s because nobody teaches that anywhere for real.

Perspectie of the people, like me, who spent 3/4 of their life in a corporate machine+schooling system, is that even tho I really want to, I don’t even know how to do the first step. Where to start. Zero. Nothing. Stuck in the matrix.
Look for info “on the web”? ok, who’s telling the truth? who’s a scammer?
Easy to judge if you have experience, your own or passed from your parents for example…
For me? Not so much. Had neither, was raised in a communist country. Lived a corporate life. GG.

I sell drugs

Went through exactly the same a “moment” ago. Similar background.
MY perspective is this: I can be perfectly happy just with myself, don’t need much money. All this perspective changes, when you add people to the picture. Like a girlfriend or family.
Then you need enough for secure future and freedom. Maybe You just didn’t get there yet.
My advice: get em beforehand, it’s always harded after you realize you need them.
But, stop at the propper time to still have life for yourself.