Getting to your goal > achieving your goal. What you’re going thru is pretty common., so you are not alone.
How long ago have you sold the company? And when does the non-compete ends? In what market? Maybe you can re-entree the market from another angle, so that you can build on your previous network and momentum.
Put 60% into savings and/or a safe investment heaven. And use 20% as starting money for your new venture. Identify honestly what made the first comp. successful, and what not.
Why did your previous projects fail? Too afraid to invest?
You’re very detailed about your private life (congrats btw), and very vague about your specific skills. You need to switch that. You’re a great writer, but if you are offering skills, lead with that. But congrats with your Khabie kushie, khabie gham story, haha. Coding with? What is your specialisation in the data-field? What kind of experience do you have, what exact role did you have?