u/imhashir While I don’t have valuable advice for you one thing which I want to tell you is please don’t give up. We are connected on LinkedIn and I have been following your journey. Do you know the thing I like most about your journey? It is that you have proven to everyone in the Pakistani industry that things can work out even without doing shady stuff(shadow resources etc I don’t know how can people call earning out of them halal). I have been using you as an example in my private circles that things can work out in a purely halal way as well. You giving up will only prove them right. If you want I can drop a message to you on linkdein and we can hold a venting session as well :)