Get a retail job at minimum wage, the hate you have for that should fuel you and make you motivated. Forced yourself to stick our the job a month or so,it’s no good going in knowing you can quit anytime. That or break your heart, those are 2 of the things that motivate me super hard when I plateau.
There’s a lot of ppl asking me to give them money to invest in their ideas off reddit. Realistically if their idea was that good and legit, they would have already found funding 😕