Ask yourself this: are you running from something or to something?

In this order: Get therapy to explore your anxiety issues. Take the other job for now Start/continue building your portfolio until you know you feel safe leaving (btw, you’ll likely never feel safe) and then JUMP

It’s never going to happen unless you make the jump. There will never be a ‘right time’ or enough money - you goal is to gain momentum and confidence and then… jump.

First to market - speed is king

Great list!

First: you are most certainly employable, just know what your WHY is

Second: it’s only failure if you haven’t learned anything. So what did you learn that will make you better at delivering results to the company you are interested in - get that down, and you are on the right path.

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Congrats!