I used to be so driven with side projects… apps, game dev, 2d art, 3d modeling etc…
But currently, i’ve taken on a happier perspective… I’ve noticed I lost the negative/sad/angry thoughts and is now content and satisfied with things. I’ve been sleeping at 10 waking at 6. Balanced diet. People happy. Everything seems good.
Now when I try to get back on my projects I kinda don’t have the drive anymore. Its hard to explain but it just kinda fizzles out whenever I try. I used to have a heavy heart and hateful of stuff, almost as if the negative fuel was allowing me to commit to my idea and reject everything else.
Now I feel like a happy blob but I kinda want my drive again… Anyone else?
I think it’s normal that it goes in waves. What’s important I think is to listen to your body. If you don’t think it’s fun atm, don’t force it
Well alrighty.
Although I did kinda have a thing of forcing my way through. To go to any direction unimpeded by emotions only by rational decision… but I guess things are different when its happy emotions XD