Stop being a pussy, grow the fuck up. Get a job, work your ass off. Pay your bills, do your time, start side projects in the mornings and evenings and weekends until you find something that clicks. Build that side hustle up, then it into a real business. Grow the business until you can cover your bills. Now quit your full time job that you hate. Continue to put your heart and soul into that business, scale it up. Now hire a manger and team to run the business or sell it for a fat acquisition. Now take some time off. Go enjoy life, see the world. Share this same advice with some other person. Go and start another business and do it all over again.